the hierophant + spiritual crisis

i have come to a crossroads or standstill (i'm not sure which) in my healing. the first six months i dedicated myself to overcoming the initial trauma and aftermath. as i distant myself from it, i find myself asking, "what's next?" as i break free from everything, i find more blocks, and then more blocks. 

i'm asking the right questions, exploring the right avenues, but i still feel trapped. i turned to tarot, something i haven't done in quite some time. tarot is frustrating for me - i look for answers it cannot give my directly.

"i feel like i'm at a crossroads/standstill - what's making me feel like this?" i pulled the hierophant.

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how i'm staying balanced during a spiritual awakening (and thoughts)

lately my head has been buzzing. i've experienced chronic sinusitis + sinus pressure for months along with tension where my third eye + crown chakras reside. i can’t focus. so much is going on in these chakras that i’m not (consciously) aware of. new ideas + creations are forming, emotional + ancestral blocks are dissolving… my intuition is ready to reveal itself.  so since my mind, my emotions, my spirit, + my unconscious are kicking things into high gear, i’ve been struggling to stay grounded. all the energy in my head has nowhere to go, unless i give it a hand.

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easy daily chakra balancing

keeping our chakras in balance is vital - they are powerful and can influence our physical, mental, emotional, + spiritual state. these energy hubs process vast amounts of information on a day to day basis. healing imbalances or blockages doesn’t have to be a huge investment. we don’t always have time to meditate, or soak in the tub, or spend time in nature. here are some exercises you can incorporate into any routine.

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amped up crystal coffee

if i'm not drinking my coffee black, i go all out: fat, potions, elixirs, the works. this year my focus has been bridging the gap between magick + the mundane, and food (or drinks) is an easy + fun way to practice this.

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moonscope/ january 27 - february 25

overall/ 

▴ helen - beauty ▴

staying true to ourselves is extremely difficult at times. we don't like confrontation, or disappointing others, or we're scared, so we become different. we become another version of ourself. it doesn't seem dangerous, creating minute personas, but at their very core they are a coping mechanism, for us to survive. we can find ourselves so far away from who we once were, or who we yearn to be.  we're floating, and during this period everything becomes a tether, everything becomes a lifeboat. we want to find ourselves so bad. and it's time for us to stop thinking that we aren't fully being ourselves at every step on our journey. find yourself, within yourself, each + every moment.

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